lycanthropic human

Yesterday unfiled the left-over postcards Will Sherwin made and self-addressed for me, to get me to write him while he was up in Tasajara for his last long stay. Some had a few lines I don't remember writing, one that struck me: A PERSON THINKS THEY ARE GOOD. MAYBE THEY WILL HAVE A DREAM WHERE THEIR ACTIONS, PERFORMED ON THE CLOSE SIDE OF THE LINE DIVIDING GOOD AND BAD, ARE MOCKINGLY ANALOGIZED BACK TO THEM BY ACTIONS THEY WOULD PLACE AS EVIL. (5/23/04) on most of the postcards Will had cut out things from magazines and pasted them on the picture side, or done drawings etc. This one has a pale deep sea creature with a big gaping toothy mouth, an unhinged jaw. I wonder if he did this on purpose in relation to his dreams of evil snakes. and once an arctic snake, white fur aquatic killer. and did I choose to write that particular thing on that particular card? I don't think I had so fine control in those days

Then last night, visited Lyal's housewarming party. and practically first thing as I got there he asks me about banshee kitty and if I think leaving her locked in her room for the party was a good idea, instead of having her freaked out by all the new people. I said yeah
later I went in to visit her and found a mess of stoners in a cloud of smoke. banshee sitting in a basket in the closet. played with her a bit and tried to connect with her deep calm (all speeds).. concerned about her situation, not wanting her consciousness altered against her will and ability to refuse or control. I asked celebrants and finally Lyal. everyone had a different take on it, but all unwilling or unable to enter into the depth of true possibility
I HAD TO LEAVE
LYAL MAYBE YOU WILL HAVE A DREAM
I love you

I muttered 'lycanthropic human' on the way to the car,  and thought yes a monster is better to be or to emulate. lights out

Good for One Shower

instead of "in the heat of the moment"
In the Solvent of the Moment or could say Solute of the Moment
have heard the ancient greeks conceived events in time as approaching from behind and passing us

went out in the middle of my shower last night to pry up a big pumice from the front yard, brought it in and suddenly solved the little thing I've been wondering how not to scratch the bathtub. I had imagined maybe a layer of dirt, but a best first solution: two folded up towels under the rock.
good time listening to real Rocks music
air of gloom's meditation, eskimos&egypt, aura noir (released damnation), apostacy's oneiric storm, beyond possesion, black tambourine I Was Wrong, live Culturecide, FYP toss my cookies.. crimpshrine, dag nasty, void, hirax, naked agression..

same again this morning- Screeching Weasel doing Dingbat and then talking about You're telling me what's good for me!? How do you know what's good? I can't believe you're telling be what to believe! get away from me!! MyRight
so many ways to focus it! an outsider's distaste at Dingbat's openness
Spear of Longinus N.W.O. what is best in life?...
I Wanna Be Naked: I don't need no hang ups! framed in slowness. heaviness and thoughts

I'ML! - 1

I'm late! but I must say,
anyone who hasn't tried filling a small emptied toothpaste tube from a big full one should try it.
My small one is a bit plasticy (travel size aquafresh) and my big one metalllic (tom's), I think, extending the inherent difference in feeling between empty and full tubes, but maybe that because they're what I trained on. it's a bit like blowing gum bubbles in a way

shape technology

antennas
knots
ah, I had so many more examples
lab glassware
shoes I suppose, knives forks
french curves continuous radius of curvature -roadway etc
forgetful day! love christine my memory and mind has done like a flower because I've known you
FORWARD PAPER rock rose cotton

I Just Remembered Why I Love The Ghostwhisperer

color copier bought at university auction $220. multiplication,reprinting of lost pet posters, quickly down from the telephone pole, copied and then back up. chart of neighborhood with number of copies to be made by location, breakdowns by mailboxes, cars, poles. chart of cat escape routes over back fences, open crawlspace. small reprint logo red-fuchsia rubber stamp on back. black and white copies with color washes.

(sometimes stolen) paper and toner paid for by selling recyclables. awareness of scrap market. sorting sorting sorting. dense handout about sorting, many quantifications, facts and figures (-predictions drawn red tangent line) dense black overprint 

off time considerations of relations between these activities, other possibles

'use case' R-C-A

more along the same, about how people use their collections

I use my os x.4.11 dashboard to short-term remember numbers, just one button away

Clear braille stickers on a few keys, working on a button for cat-proof-mode (run Jan Lehnardt's KeyboardCleaner.app, toggle num lock on. suggestions appreciated)

what else..requests: stroboscopic screen blanker tachistoscope would be useful for isolating periodic stuff in video, at the moment find myself blinking at my screen trying to hold steady. More types of filters for, or for some thing like, flux.app. wratten 90.. more control in the dimmest ranges.. turn off LEDs on power-supply connector, sleep indicator.. !Jiggler..
keyboard overlays, what else's in that bag?

How Deep Is Our Stack1?

two weeks ago passed over an email question that I didn't have anything for, but spontaneously yesterday or the day before while driving thoughts and second thought oh, suitable reply. left it again, until this morning

part awake, reasoning, but on premises continued from this morning's dream, different endings, film editor- a joke was putting a lavender bath robe on one of the news anchors. long solution I was proud of finding, excited by the possibilities of, was to tape on to the bottom third or fourth or so with clear packing tape a particular type of clean black debris- old headphones, for example, but slightly less literal (too many highlights, reflections) constant density of these shapes, as if scrolling, along the bottom, throughout the end section at least. one solution for all- I'm calling a 'long solution' (maybe like 'all along').
[feels a little like interests in intensity change automation (for example, cassette tape dropouts, lengthening fade outs, momentary lights dimming when the refrigerator turns on). Was playing with a Buchla 291e last night for the first time in a year or so. I think that might have been where I was driving to, to borrow a power supply]

Was reasoning like that for some time. finally other set of premises appearing over several long-thought?-moments, but I rolled on my side and open up my computer to to them. Remember being quite old, ?17,18 when I first saw clearly other peoples' morning discomforts, friend Max Seeger having to put his 'brain back together' almost every morning. a culture of that when living with his family I hadn't seen. morning newspaper etc.. I'd never thought of that!
reading morning's newsletters emails, remembered to send off the new reply, pleasure of searching through the 2 weeks backlog knowing what I was looking for

use-collections

haven't heard anything about how Frankie Bones' Another Dimension was Eon's Spice waiting to happen. 90-91 ? maybe common knowledge who I'd like to meet
things you learn following some particular arrangement of materials
Tony Martin telling us about ending up with food color being the best water soluble dye
his collection of smooth glass dishes I'd categorize by curvature
use-collections

after seeing Marie T Smith use an Amana Radarange
and remembering that the cookbook I've been reading shows one too, with a temperature probe.
also being given a TV that looked pretty bad until I tried Tony Martin's lightshow for Subotnick's Sidewinder.
watching cats' carriage, their sternums sometimes

thin folded pointer bookmark
ca. working vers, paperclipped vellum lozenges, no rust

sttng In The Mind's Eye w/ Esplendor Geometrico
especially beautiful- the little break in Bi Bajin with the doctor
mysterious functioning of Data and Geordi's heads

today: sttng season 6 episode 2 Realm of Fear with a few tracks off Sabresonic
looked to see what Peter Ganick of ABACUS is doing these days and found a lot of paintings! thinking of them

cover image of Astro's Acid Beach from Noah's Acid Warp??

new motivation for collectors from depeche mode

desire to see a collection of SIAE stickers some corners curling up showing the fuzzy paper grain they were torn from. Fuschia logo on red bordered white, something about that! rounded corners
special way the colors together
dot matrix printing, security perforations, everything very interesting
so I'll collect records from italy..
imagination of seeing a collection of VML Live records
reminds me, in a time of listening to depeche mode 12" singles, that I formed the imagination of a will to see a collection of 12" 45s with a certain kind of kick drum mixed through them, a particular situation of clear sounds, and a complete band arising from that desire. to make a collection, say 20, the first few must be successful enough to fund the ones to follow. it's a certain kind of collection that has other copies of it's elements scattered about, but the collection itself is one of the few places where all the members are together and specially cared for. a pop band is the way to make that. (other ways?)
desire to see a cool collection of special sounds

Please help identify any of the CDs you recognize:

PAUL LEDNEY's ideas

Paul Ledney has been doing some cover art!"I like to do artwork for the young bands to help them out for cheap." (voicesfromthedarkside.de)
the covers he did for Incantation's Blasphemy and Witch Tomb's split 7" with Prosanctus Inferi both have black tendrils!

given the specific type of dust, what would be the best thing to cook, to clean the air. Given where the windows are, where should the hotplate be set? How does the magnetic stirrer contribute?
smells, glassware
cleanliness in various parts of the house
installation of a running water stripe across the floor
BIG pieces of pumice! brought back from our trip
GIANT sponge! thinking of that since around the time of visit to Tarpon Springs
massive weight of water to be reckoned with squeezed over head both arms

bookmark blower foldout

pageone, roll credits
air liquide, liquid air bionaut remix 1'44''

'demonstrate' almost the way Anthony Braxton uses the word,
but not sinewy. Hits!
bedouin ascent's swarm
the magazine takes on a life of its own now

comics music q2

around the age of 13 I bought a comic book. B&W, glossy color cover, probably self-published. bikini/pinup style cover. flat empty artwork with occasional grey ?watercolor washes. often backgroundless panels, US, weird combination of manga and architectural rendering. detailed focus on a few objects, guns, for example drawn carefully enough for the model to be identified, if I do not exaggerate my recollection. and the rest expanses of white-- in the 'plot' too. can't find a title now, the first place I ever heard the pixies.

over the carefully delineated yacht's sound system came 'drive my car into the ocean' 'I sail away on waves of mutilation'. I somehow guessed the tune correctly! well the phrase ends, at least. I don't think I got the backbeat harmony rise. I sang it to myself several times, and savored it!
occasionally I'd remember that tune I'd supposed with the words later, and if in public, once, at a party I remember clearly, in a kitchen (6, 7 years later!), I would still sing what I'd thought was the tune-- a little scared, knowing I'd made it up, but also strangely confident in my surmise. intentionally giving some uncertainty-harmonic-character to the pitches. this has become part of my voice quality. 'true voice'. still wonder what Chris Cohen heard in my voice that made him imagine a part for me in his 'invisible string'.

my mysterious conception of the tune wasn't controverted until I finally heard a recording, basically unbidden, only 3 years ago. turned loose on Discka Bob's stash for a week, I copied a few pixies shows along with a mass of other material. no metadata beyond show place and time noted on the CDs themselves. Wading through that, I've only listened to it fully once, and otherwise, a handful of times. it's a bit too precious to look at directly the tenebr

bad place music 1

record cover crystal skulls inverts

2 more invert record covers:
New Order's Technique and it's second single Round & Round

for those who have earthquakes to hear

Bottle Wisdom, beginning of

>Pamphlets on Games
(cross-sectional area function Gift investigator part 2)
interesting transitions between modes very much like guitar feedback[...]
I had fun waiting in the car, playing the bottle to imitate guitar feedback an then drumming blastbeat on my legs. alternating, making a reduced version of that familiar texture I love
quiet superstimuli version (some little humor. sits nicely politely)
variations in easy of holding still
zooming lines version like swinging microphone feedback
overlapping these (extracted) acoustic characters/patterns into something with gaps and depth

TOY SHAPES #2 X-FLR6

Pre-flight rocket in dock, stands out from it's scaffolding,
round from wherever you look, always perfect, already in space!

WHAT'S THIS CALLED #4?

Do you have a word in German for the picture that's sometimes at the bottom of kids' bowl/plates/cups that's sort of a reward for them if they eat all their food? or a word for bowls,etc that have that reward-picture?

WHAT'S THIS CALLED #3?

What do you call pieces of wood cut expressly to fit in the slides of sliding windows and doors keeping them from opening? Or maybe allowing them to open just a certain amount and no more, or even better, pairs of sticks, one for complete closure, and one for cat-width opening.

Cheeks and Heels

have noticed my own noticing of Achilles' Tendon area shapes. mildly, 'back here, her feet don't go in like this, they just go straight down. it's like a right angle'. replied by 'she's a dancer!' Is that like what I meant ?

from Delany's Tale of Rumor and Desire
'Behind her, one bare foot was propped on spead toes, the position from which, if he could move close enough, he might best note just what sort of foot she had'

the two ways of lying on the bed either cheeks or heels appear from the hallway in the same spot

division into essences flowing down face

first try shelving 19" rack-mount stuff in with my books.
Elka 44 under a bridge of Van Gulik, some earth energies stuff, Gulag Archipelago, Dennis Wheatley. Effectron II under, among others, Atlantean Secrets, AD&D manuals (oldest versions barely fit, later designs (Deities & Demigods, MMII) won't and had to be reshelved), video-art books, Lem. Boss half-rack effects (the sampler and delay) stacked under Viking Portable Library editions of Nietzsche and Jung. C pocket reference, Dutton edition of Blake, Wittgenstein, Dion Fortune, Lisa Goldstein.
I want badly to put a Lexicon Vortex in, but it's so shallow. And a patch bay
Proportion of 19" equipment to books ok for now (but perhaps too focused on music? check small RAID array, grass valley 900 stuff, tm506 option 10. mac mini? ask ez)

Proportion of bookmarks to books lacking. by how much?
Research making stamp bookmarks à la Brand (where are they from? who makes them!?), qualitative test of various lamination machines: Lakeshore, Kinkos, etc also perhaps different store locations use different machines/stock? (who would know/who I'd like to meet) try BMS backstage. ask Dad for groups of raw stamps.
fix copy machine contrast, ?buy shredder
rolling elements (kitchen island, scope cart, shop vac) circular carpet

toy-shapes/
Ball, hit it always the same. platonic; reduced-reliable/ [strike about]
shuttlecock similar, but with a little time feathers

Screeching Weasel- First Day Of Winter
reading it again

their First Day of Summer with that little opening Crimpshrine sound
Late Spring, Early Summer, Early Spring, Late Autumn, The End of Summer

http://www.topics-mag.com/internatl/toys/traditional/shuttlecock-singapore.htm

It's Not Enough true

a while ago read in Tinbergen and Kuenen 1938 "In addition, the possible formation of positive associations was avoided by continuous alteration of the stimuli. When a negative result was obtained, we always presented, as controls, stimuli known to be very effective. As we were concerned only with qualitative analysis, we did not feel it necessary to standardize the control stimulus too precisely." and remembered Abramović's Rhythm 10.
on the continuing subject of Model Numbers, I introduce into evidence a new exhibit, the names of her first 5 works: rhythms 10, 5, 2, 4, and 0.
Buchla model numbers: 277 and 288, echos; 123 (and 146), 248, and 246, sequencers; 245, 5 segment version of same; 106 and 206, six channel mixers; 102, stereo locator...
channel 4 TV broadcast
On my wishlist, blower of the type used in her Rhythm 4

MEDALS

PROFILES OF THE REVOLUTIONARY ART

>Pamphlets on Games

In Legge's introduction to his translation of the I Ching he tries to make the Lo look like nothing but the 3x3 magic square. But obviously, it isn't! The numbers are differentiated into two groups, and in such a way as to suggest that they should retain that difference even when collected into sets of 3 (as the consistent sums of 15 suggest).
As shown, there's no need to stop at the given division into odd and even numbers either, others give us interesting distributions, too. Nor to select just one division, after all, Legge's flat representation contains all possible divisions superimposed.
Going from essences to recipies, tuning the distribution of rules to align ourselves with the raw material, like a generalized video vector scope that doesn't know yet what PAL or NTSC is, as it's tuned in it's demodulation and subsequent recombination, it's learning a national language. Or perhaps more like astrology, as it provides a variable basic machinery by which to demodulate the single number 'time' into essences which then we recombine, hoping to learn the national language enough to say hello, or goodbye.

looking now at balancing divisions of magic squares of eighth order. [have also recently discovered a way to treat nonweighted codes (Gray code, for example) as 'weighted' by multiplying coefficients]

references: Masamune Shirow's Orion, issue 3 of 6. Milwaukie, Oregon: Dark Horse Comics, January 1993.

Cat Toys, CatToySynthesizer, and counting

listen, before using the cat toy synthesizer, do you even know how you are using a cat toy?
It's not for just one thing
I'm telling you, honestly from my own experience
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like Fenriz saying something like
You should stop looking for Echoes of metal in Techno/electronic music. It's not a problem, but I did this myself when I got into techno in 1992 and I ended up listening to alot of CRAP cuz I couldn't resist techno that had "metal riffs" - and that is the crappiest techno. but i learned from my mistakes>
Enforcing one emotional-activity pattern
Yes, they fucking do look to us for protection!
[useless patterns in your sexual behavior]
try again
LOVE, yasi

CatToySynthesizer4 civilwar course reader

(recreation)
tied up sack no praise no blame 'just reading that's all' -walk with me

control yoke. an entire technology of carved wooden forkings. statistically african (ImageJ, FracLac, selfmade scripts for fracture analysis), not relieving stresses in cracks meeting in right angles; bubbles meeting in thirds. wooden polar furrow. african statistics.
intermediate systems, control hierarchy proliferating in blue yarn and carved wood. winding on stick-slip, take-up-roller knobs, discharge knobs.

cross-sectional area function Gift investigator

Do you air-reed squeal outs on bottles like I do?
Francis Holland first showed me this years ago, then as now being I think more familiar with bottles than I. Perhaps from his wet hand descriptions I maintain an image with my squeals of a licked Egyptian eye (he'd told me it's the way a Ney sings, and somehow, I'd seen, or had pantomimed to me a harelipped ?hare-palate, wet sound Egyptian, with bore entirely in his mouth) in geometrical reduction. (truly geometric; that is, platonic, down to the shine)

not yet done enough to form conclusions, but yes to see it may be possible. /directions on the endless bed.
Memory of sitting forward squeal a beer bottle after a firepit meal in Don Buchla's yard, Don mesmerized by fire and sound as I and afterwards telling me hm yeah the four pitches that I had not numbered at all. remember the sliding they had with head tilt, beer still left in the bottle, and more recently walking, and the ?Orangina small orbiting registers

Hail Fran!
BLL
BL
B

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sent to fran holland 101006 9:32am
Hi Fran just woke up and in the haze that followed out of the remains of my dreams I found myself thinking about how powers of 2 relate to multiples of 3, alternately being one greater or lesser. the multiples of three were 1,3,5,11,21,43,85,171.. and then I started thinking about you. Hi!>

>Pamphlets on Games
Remembered Jeremy Taylor's Basic Hints For Dream Work recommends a "return to the same physical position you were in when you first awoke" when telling friend this morning we should have an unfinite bed and each sleep time not restart from slated parallel positions, but carry on from where we left off. Maybe then we'd get some place

>Spiral path of Schaeffer's blindfolded friend when asked to walk straight
if allowed to continue

lists I'd like #7

At least we can still search the GoogleAnswers archive, which is all I ever did anyways, being more basically in need of questions than answers. One special request I remember, but have now misplaced, was for the name of the standard work on Chinese history. This called out a pretty snake-full of ideas on standard works generally, which I can't decide slithered only through my private imaginings or in public view.

I'd like a list of standard works.
[a library purchasing list, MAA basic library list "BLL***"]
(I like photos of bookshelves too, leading me to reject every DVR I've tried, and many video monitors. To inspect the pause behaviors of many video contraptions, and design my own several mornings on paper. Stockhausen's Beethoven-hold (SSJaeger's FFT-based spectral hold; Eltro Information Rate Changer; rotary playback head, still tape; Don't answer first, demand first: European (as oppposed to American) tape music))

Pólya György's How To Solve It
Nice to see the difference between what you can ask a person from time to time
we are all moving together (an unreality of other times; piled Type-C prints 4x6 (aspect ratios etc))
backup treats! try threadview?id=254598

The King's Birthday

What happens between birthdays that changes how we think of them.
[I think exhibition catalogs are shelved chronologically at CalArts]
quotes from the beginning of the text, reasonably
If by setting one's heart right every morning and evening, one is able to live as though his body were already dead Brand Bookman is reading aloud to a customer-trader a printout in binder sleeve of Kamikaze general's death poem. Has copies for whoever visits wants, while I look at bookmarks 'unhearing'. How can we expect the fragrance to last

having seen too much
have collected enough information to make some step|, but am unable
the rest overflows ineffectually
or worse is looked to hopefully into disappointment

AcidWarp Bookmark
Bookmark for Bethany Ann LaFlamme

possibly lost Birds of New Zealand bookmark my dad brought me back from Brand Bookshop.
known profile (cross sectional area function) of woven basket of bookmarks still there on the checkout counter at the 135° glasstop, brown wooden edge. wicker and his impatience so that I didn't get to look at the bookmarks, but said I'd come back some other day. someone else is probably conscious of the profile of the mouldings holding the counter together, baseboard, etc. like I remember the woodstain's viscosity and how it filled in some of that profile
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reminds of Shulgin's confirmation of what I've been saying about submusic: "If I were deaf, this would have been an inactive compound. How many other drugs have appeared to be inactive because I didn't know where to look for effects?" >

Montessori number rod (alternate red-blue) 10 bookmark. palette crushed to construction paper range, laminated. My mom's construction paper collection, across product lines, some sun fading.

Nancy Lewis' rainbow ribbon bookmark on 7-count plastic canvas in diagonal longstitch. in 2 parts, a one inch square, two ribbons flying to the main 1x3 section
?maybe 5-count
mind opening a little. thank Nancy for the Shore tonight

acidwarp's readme asking to see "Heartbeat in the Brain"
me getting my wish to see a little of the vasulka's by how I'm living
saving up Boss pedals for Scott Jaeger
lets look at those wishlists!
http://www.amazon.com/gp/registry/registry.html?type=wishlist&id=

well then let's praise all the bad ones and hope the good ones drown
towards motivation for murder suicide
in short time opened to possible conclusions: misunderstandings ratified by my silence when talking would be worse-- trapped like that.
separate words from self, upside down

Today I Can Remember Being a Searchlight

Beaming out towards anyone I swivel towards

Lowercase Bar T

Mineshaft zCesspit

>Pamphlets on Games

Mineshaft zCesspit

brought up to full consciousness (not that that's that important, but it is my business here) just now, after the shower ends, and the column of water is released through the faucet I like to have the side of leg in proximity to receive the gush, since my teens. If recently connected it to the Delany's passage in The Mad Man in the Mineshaft wherein the stranger approaches and says something like "How does it feel to be in a place where anyone might just walk up and start pissing down yo leg?" and find myself looking for the direct wording when the moment approaches. And that it's a totally different interest of mine when the sound of the gush much delayed comes out of the bathroom to the bed where I'm lying having forgotten entirely about it.

is it the Mineshaft? some name like this.
He also has that whole sequence of bars named Pit. Starpit, et seq. ending(?) on the bar in Hogg whose name is seen only partially the some-thing-Pit. Seen reversed, from behind the glass, in an arch ending T-I-P

hellovision, radio HELO

>Pamphlets on Games

hellovision, radio HELO

Delight in collecting materials to show a few friends Carrom, like my dad showed me. A new carrom-powder: 'anti-offset' from the world of printers [visits to David Lance Goines' place after the neighboring rock shop had closed; his kind present to me (that I think I later cut up in trying to understand it, now see it would have been worth hundreds of deserts today), his present reminding of the Davis garage sale Mucha print I had as a kid framed under dusty glass][it occurs to me just now, a note for future investigation: perhaps a wine collection of bottles only labeled with Goines' designs would give me a forgetting of what a bottle of wine without him looks like. a new motivation for collectors]

a study of starch grains (under microscopy, as Thorndyke. fed to microfiche machine), their relationship to friction. My search for structure in the field of emergent textures; my prize cellophane bag of bean starch, for it's feel. I may open it today! for starching the carrom board

AH! Victor Nubla!

look look look! he did it too!! HAPPY!!
any friend of Esplendor Geométrico
http://www.hronir.org/himnes.jpg

oh, and and and:
Tolosako Banda Munizipalak - interpretatzen dio Macromassa-ri
http://www.hronir.org/banda.jpg
an invert! can't believe it!!
HAIL !!!

Sr. Nubla, when you arrive here, leave a message. I have a rock music clarinet for you: electric eels!

working list Record Inverts

more record cover inverts:
Mortigor- Behind The Shadow Of The Forest
Conqueror/Black Witchery split- Hellstorm Of Evil Vengence (I love this record)
Korihor- Kult Razor (another record I love)
and these others I haven't heard yet
Melancholia- Blessed In Sin
Na Rasputje - Gde Zemlu Chranit Odejalo Snegov...
Vikingblood- Blutes Klagen
...Aaaaarrghh...- Ruhlar Fisildiyor
Lubrik Hate - Negative Destiny
Dødheimsgard - Kronet Til Konge
Olc Sinnsir - The Throne of Dead Emotions
Celtic Blood - Celtic Blood
Celtic Dance - Goddess Of A Thousand Knights
Obskene Sonare - Todnachten
Pogrom- Einenherbes Gesang
(Kill The Kristians - The Final Solution is the same inverted image)
and also Armaggedon / Kriegsgott split
Nacht und Nebel - Totalen Krieg
Menegroth - Gazourmah
Bloodthirst- Desekrate (color negative!!)
Master's Hammer - Ritual (color xor bonus cover)
Gorgoroth - Under the Sign of Hell
Trelldom - Til Minne...
Warage- 21st Century W.A.R.
Seamount- ntodrm
Shaarimoth- Current 11
Sunwheel- Monuments Of Elder Faith
Tangorodrim- Justus Ex Fide Vivit
Satanic Warmaster- Black Metal Massacre LIVE
Vociferian - Triumphant Usurper Beast
Totenburg- Pestpogrom
Totenburg / Antiphrasis split
Catasexual Urge Motivation - Rape Trauma Syndrome
Malignant Tumour - Get To Attack (split with Unholy Grave)
Malignant Tumour - Demo / Singles Collection '94-'98
Clotted Symmetric Sexual Organ - Clitto's Special Hits Cover
Clotted Symmetric Sexual Organ - Live in Riot City
Clotted Symmetric Sexual Organ - Grind Rock 2000!!
Somber Chemin / Ornaments of Sin split
Sombre Chemin / Crux Dissimulata split
Sombre Chemin / Peste Noire split
Völkermord- Völkermord
MG 42- Die Säge Mäht Noch Immer
Wolfsang / Rabenschrei - Split
Wolfnacht - Morgendammerung Der Heiden
Arysk - Devastation
Genickschuss - Ein Neuer Feind
Temnojar - Echo Of Hyperborea / Sieg - Der Weg Zum Polarstern split
Hagi- Hagi
Ebola- Destroy The Throne Of Nazarene
(Ebola- Infernal Revelation)
Sturmkaiser - 1945
and
Gontyna Kry - Na Pohybel Chrzescijanstwu
Gontyna Kry - Krew Naszych Ojcow , these white records kind of have the feeling.
Gorgoroth - Destroyer, or About How To Philosophize With The Hammer
Luten- Polagajas Tolko Na Sebja
Lug Rexer- Ancient Pride
Ewige Wiederkehr - Heldenschicksal
Kriegersseel / Thurisaz split (painted?!)
Vociferian - Beredsamkeit
Gungnir- Jewish Conflagration
Shade- ISA
Ornaments Of Sin- Inhale Zyklon-B
Nordmen - Vertus Guerrieres
Nervengas - Alpha Germania

I want to see the cover of Embrace Of Thorns's ...For I See Death In Their Eyes... a bit more clearly. I think I saw a big scan on the NWN forums once. Is it Chris Moyen? He's all pen, but still a little part of it. Of the more photographic of the covers, who's doing them? I imagine a culture of it quite sophisticated in areas I'm examining myself right now.

And all these symmetric looking logos make me think of scottkim.com/inversions and the sorts of things he describes learning about letter shapes by working on the inversions so that he can look at a band name and say 'oh, that's a good one!' I wonder if that's happened for black metal logo drawers, and what special sorts of things they know. might do to ask Master's Hammer:
stormtype.com/people.php?id=1
stormtype.com/typefaces-fonts-shop/music-library
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edge notched cards, working

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Orson Scott Card's The Originist + Esplendor Geometrico's Syncrotron

'In the distance they could hear a man bellowing someone's name.' 'Syncrotron'
'How do I know? I'm thrashing about like a drowning man in the ocean at night.' 'Más Luz' 2'00''
'Presumably mankind is already human' 'El Gran Salto Adelante' "There's nothing wrong with America that cannot be cured by what is right"
'in his mind she was all the indexers' 'Transmetal'
'He had to leave us in the end' 'Medición Eléctrica'

inverts! UCB/USCICT Lightstage

'uniform diffuse albedo'

clearly has the feeling, but try inverting it and surprise yourself! ⌘⌥⌃8

The other end of things, 'metallic' specular reflection, looks a lot like my simulations of spirit hardening willing one thing. I'm very happy to find verification that these two realms relate.
The first Lightstage at UCB seems to have used a single light source moving, as my stills did, but I relied on instinct for synchronization.

The X-Rays

1 screeching weasel- You Blister My Paint
Hearts are moving Up and Down,
Hearts are moving In and Out

It's June 5th, and as per Rey's invitation published here first, I visited him at People's Park.
2 Factory- Gone
told him I loved his book, and he said the next one would be better still because he'd had to cover so much in the first book that he hadn't time to get into the character's thoughts.// ///
I felt as if I was the protagonist of one of his stories coming to the park open to intrigue. I wondered then if He'd read Delany.

3 Tiger Trap- Puzzlepieces
he was happy to be able to tell people that parts of the book occurred right there in people's park.
I remembered that it was at the flea market that I told him when some guy had stolen from him, and as a present of recognition, he let me take a minor threat CD home.
{4 FYP- I Don't Want To Sit Next To You
5 Jeff Lynne- Pie In The Sky}
He was so nice to everyone who came to his booth, very open and caring, letting them bargain with him so nicely. reaching out, and turning aside people's weird probing emotional stabs, he's a master! his booth-mate repeatedly deflected Rey's operational communications , subtly trying to make him look up tight but His good nature continually won out.
6 Basic Channel- Q1.2
He told me a little about the unseen and unsuspected (see upcoming post for discussion of the NWO)
7 Legendary Pink Dots- 1001 commandments
He showed me how to wrap white sage, and talked to customer-visitors about the different kinds of sage. He was bemused about what seemed to bring sales, and asked his booth-mate about his sage sales (none that I saw), who as I said replied coldly.

I wondered as I often had before about Rey's finances. He is Jimi Hendrix returned, purged of some of the disturbing drives we hear tell of. Intelligent into private space. (he might say it's public!) Seems he funds his exploration by opining that his finds are worth the communities' funding. Once he told me he'd sell my record at his booth, and when I politely (I thought) said "OK, but you might want to hear it first, I mean you might not like it", he said No, all artists should be supported, regardless of whether he or anyone else likes it.
8 GODFLESH- Tiny Tears
9 Velocity Girl- Always
I'd like to add to my prior review: While his book is about extremely unusual matters, he himself is a very plain-speaking person.
10 Wipers- I Don't Know What I Am
I think for him also truth and otherness relate, but he's able to see that otherness as a part of himself better than any I know.
11 pixies- Caribou (live, from TenDollar-075)
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12 jawharp recording made during the Fahnestock expedition
13 Velocity Girl- Sorry Again
14 Screeching Weasel- 53rd and 3rd
15 Screeching Weasel- I Wanna Be Naked (Demo)
16 Can't- Songbird
Rey told me that If I'm open to it my unsuspected aspects of reality may open to me
17 Depeche Mode- Any Second Now (Voices)

as often, gets softer on downsampling (preview zoom out),
gold to mist. last dusk, the sidewalk took a beautiful pale green cast. a few minutes on into it Eric asked me what color my cat was and I couldn't say. He suggested blue, and reminded us of old films shot through blue filters to get a night time feeling. I mentioned the refinding of Cornell's Rose Hobart- an excited evening as
I understand it filled with projections on ceilings (a favorite mental holodeck program of mine) and floors, and through colored glass, as Cornell himself used to do. I've tried a variety of colored gels, but don't have any glass to hand as of yet

In Training

THERE IS NO OTHER VICTORY

Everyone will tell you you're wrong. As the captain, like we see Picard commanding Jake Kurland, there is only one victory.
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for those who have seen but do not recall Picard commanding Kurland, recall now that during an episode-long probing review of his leadership ability and loyalty to, and vision of, the ideals of Starfleet, all were surprised by young Kurland's impulsive theft of a shuttle-craft to 'run away'. While the lead investigator blocks his view of the situation and continually harasses him with disparagements of his ability, Picard adresses himself to Kurland, who has lost control of the stolen shuttle and is heading for seemingly assured destruction. Picard, over the shouts of the inquisitor, commands Jake with only words through space to take the absolute wrong action in the opinion of every other sentient aware of the situation including Jake himself: to fly directly at the planet below.

PREVIEW OF NEW COMP

liner notes here

I should note here that the entire series of new comps is dedicated to Rey Freeman King, whose comps I used to buy at the Ashby flea market as a kid opened my imagination. The print versions of these come inscribed with sharpie by XYZ-plotter running font data abstracted from Rey's handwriting from those old cassettes and VHSes. He has a single stroke capital 'E' like a backwards '3'. right fashion sense

PREVIEW OF NEW COMP

NEGATIVE MAGNETIC AURA HOVERCRAFT

Freedom between
the strands of the mesh
of law

Freedom in the space
created by the presence
of laws

intersection of sidewalk and driveway. Standing in the crosswalk during the walk phase. Standing at the tip of the corner facing the walk phase tickles like a true smile

TAOIST MONARCHY

INVADE. DAMAGE. OCCUPY
ATTACK. BLOOD. REVENGE
SUPERION. COMMAND. DESTROY
TRIUMPH. GENOCIDE. ANTICHRIST
VICTORY. INTOLERANCE. MASTERY
INFILTRATION. DOWNFALL. DEATH

The hallmark is one used since 1935, the year the Normandy was launched.

I always eat with only the same one knife, no other utensils.
it's a Christofle Hotel butter knife
Christofle has outfitted the first French transatlantic ships and the great luxury ocean liners. They produced the 45k pieces needed for the running of the Normandy in art deco style. Grand Hotels of Joseph Cornell! Designed in part by Christian Fjerdingstad

I don't wash my knife, I only wipe it with the residue from each meal like blood from a sword, to a high polish.

the next hallmark of 1983

FROM CENTRAL PERK

that's crayola.com twistables
something that used to catch my eye in comic strips when the pattern, plaid or checks or squares, on a character's clothes remained totally flat ignoring volume completely. I used to copy it, and try to do versions with and without, variations . I thought Andy Capp did it, but haven't found a good example.

scrolling down- scrolling up

Holodeck Artist

Friend Max Seeger wrote in to report that riding by Spaghetti Charlie's on his nice bike he found it looking very closed. Then we started to discuss bike geometries, fork rake especially- as it's an old favorite discussion topic of ours (we once built a while-riding-adjustable-geometry BMX bike together and one of the Cosovo-Albanians even helped drive some nails into a being-built-at- the-same time trike. I knew they weren't Armenians. The trike and BMX had a parts donor bike in common)
I imagined again a haptic feedback system supporting me in five places (hands feet and crotch), responding like a bike, but adjustable as to specifics, taking adjustment from some small virtual controls at some of the five points (Twiddlers and combined brake/shift levers always remind me of one another) in various degrees of independence from the mechanics of staying afloat.
The imagination is like the holodeck with 'programs' we return to, perhaps refining them.
[what it means, the moment Lt Reginald Barclay deletes his holodeck programs. I watch him blended with Michael's Jugend]
I posit a program- all black ( nearly. that is, to explore varieties of indistinctness, darkness without form/ gravitation), describing the 5 supports.

lists I'd like #5

images for the cover of Peter Utz's Video User's Handbook made with a Rutt(?-Etra) scan processor

A cover of Halpern's Spectrum Suite graced with a still from one of John Whitney's movies

short palette rotation

feels a little like the philatelic cat exhibit I mentioned but without depth. I would only have noticed after the cat stamp experience; there are many like that.

cat feet

always barefoot for one.
kitty, as I, likes stepping on paper over carpet.
cardboard. casio CZ-1 button field. 12" powerbook keys

I like to feel several layers one on another, shoe on paper on carpet on carpet.
which combine well? longer lists?

clothes stored wrapped in medium stiff paper.
My cat also likes biting and playing with crinkly materials: ribbons, wrapping paper, plastic food packaging, plastic bags. [the sound of boiling tea with milk spattering up onto the hot dry metal sides, the sound of plastic bags.] I tried giving her sheets of dried seaweed, but it's not quite right

Spaghetti Charlie's

spaghetti, tomato sauce with grinded coriander while
1 Allan Bryant - Manon (The Moon) First
2 FAT - Mamihlapinatapel
3 Frankie Bones - Acid Break (from Bonesbreaks volume 3)
4 Rekorder 5.2
talking to Max Seeger
5 Anthony Manning - Chromium Nebulae Two
the Armenians walk in. I'm surprised to see them!
maybe get some checkers ready. and have some fruit liquor ready for when they finish, happily avoiding their gaze
6 Muslimgauze - Basra
[at this time of writing I've just poured the last EKU 28 into the Canberra tankard 6'35"]
Muslimgauze - Azzazin, Sectors 1-9,A-D
until my ride comes

I last saw a Rodger Dean monograph at Central Perk where I used to use http://www.crayola.com/coloring_application/index.cfm.
Thinking about owning a green station wagon reminded me of the coral reef like public seating installation I saw in his book Views as a kid. My parents bought it for me at a garage sale in Davis where we used to go often Sundays. Thinking of several other things from that time: a camel saddle chair. my toys
they have shaped me so much

getting sad. I didn't start out to get sad. I was playing
I was going to write all about crayola twistables
I'll come back later

SPINDLARNAS RIKE !!!!